Day 9, 11/14/25
A good day
Today i wake up to the laughters of my mom my aunt and my bro taking breakfast. Its 10 am, i slept very well but my father haunted my dreams, but not the way like i fear him, but like if i lived any regular day i lived with him. It’s weird.
We started the day with some cleaning, waiting for the plumber to arrive to fix our sink. I cleaned the stairs, my mother cleaned the oven, i unscrewed a lot of screws on a wooden board that we need to throw out in the trash, and my Aunt almost had an heart attack after discovering rotten rice unde the kitchen counter, thinking it was maggots (her phobia).
We ate dinner, mom had some phonecalls then mom realised there was 2228€ on the shared bank account (i wont explain in details how it got here cause its complicated, its called MDPH and its a monthly money drop for me and my bro cause we got some mental disorders) and the thing is that somehow, my father didnt withdraw the money to another one of his accounts, which meant his lawyer probably told him that if he took the money it would mean he cuts the money flow for us which could get him in trouble.
So we got in the main city next to our house and my mom withdrew 2000€ from the ATM (the limit amount was reached for the credit card).
And so we went to some stores to buy ourselves some stuff. I bought myself a red hoodie, then a disco ball for my room (it was supposed to rotate but it doesnt ☹), i also bought a new pair of shoes for winter, and a new pant because i got the Cultura tryout this Monday (i dont know if i already talked about this but i got a 2 weeks long tryout in the music section of Cultura so i can try and get a learning contract for my future school called the ITEMM).
When we came back to the house, my Aunt offered me a book about a japanese animator (Massive W) then we ate burgers to feist about the 2000€ we withdrew. We joked about the fact David (thats my fathers name) is probably using every curse words in the world on our names right now. We played some board games and i drank 2 whole cups of tea «Calm Night». In the mirror when i went to brush my teeths, i looked High asf and deadass i couldn’t walk straight. I am not joking.
So here am i, writing this, stuggleling to not fall asleep as i write these lines, but i will soon be able to give in. Goodnight.
