And so the call ends and right after this, my mom gets a notification from microsoft security that says «We think someone that wasn’t you has accessed your email » and we realise…
He knows….
Now he knows what we’re up to….
Now the «we went to our grandparents house» cover is compromised….
He knows……
We decide to go buy some food, and get some dvds at the library.
I was all of the time breathing loudly, as if you could call this breathing, i could barely breath, i felt like i was boutta pass out, all of the time we were out.
To go buy food, we decided to go to the store where we knew he would not go, the market that acted as his kryptonite, the crucifix against satan, the church against demons :
Lidl (a very affordable market).
And you know why he hates this market ? Because its too cheap for a guy of his rank (he acts like he’s super rich and he has like 20 suits of the same color, and he has a car that eats 8L per 100km. Oh and he buys fake watches btw, just saying. Little friendly fact : buying fake copies of watches is illegal).
So we buy the food, me, with my mothers phone, with the calculator app opened (we cant go past 100€ which is very short for us).
Then at some point, i hear a ringing…. The ringing of my fathers phone.
I panic.
I get a shot of adrenaline charging up inside… Then i realise its actually the default ringing from the alarm of the phone of my father, which means its was probably someone else phone with an alarm that rang.
It wasn’t him.
When we finished buying food, we go to DistriCenter (a shop with very cheap clothes because we barely have enough rn) and i decided to get a extremly cool looking sweater, japanese themed.
We come back to our temporary house and we finally eat, i eat and im like «I need more» and i eat a whole yogurt of 150g (that is like 3 portions) and i’m like «More !!!» and i eat 2 slices of bread with nutella on it, and then im finally feeling better.
As i am writing this, i am about to sleep in the same bed as my mom (she said i could, because i really cant sleep in the same bed as my bro).
The fact that my father now knows that we filled a complaint against him stresses me up, and now only 1 wrong move like withdrawing money or using gmail, and he knows where we are. I am scared.
I never felt this kind of fear before. The kind of fear that makes you want to hide, want to run, want to scream. I now know how it feels like.