Doofus

This is how I felt in Civil Air Patrol so I left

Is that real, or badly photoshopped?

That dude is real. I met him everyday, he's like the Italian Rich Piana

Wow. What are the medium to long term risks of synthol (its synthetic steroids right?)

Yes. But he choosed to emulate Rich Piana, so it's not like I can save him from death lol. He's even older than me, he's like 39 years old

It’s not your job to save him though.
I think you need other interests outside the gym. It’s on your mind too much. I speak from experience. Getting your own head too much isn’t healthy. I think the gym culture gets you into your own head too much.

There are a lot of things that torment my mind, maybe Eros and his narcissism are the less painful