I’m only twelve, but some days
I feel like I’m fading away.
Everyone thinks I’m doing fine,
But they don’t hear the thoughts in my mind.
I try to smile so they don’t see
How heavy everything feels to me.
I wish I knew the words to say,
I wish these feelings would go away.
I feel small…
Like I don’t matter at all.
And I’m trying, I swear,
But some days it’s just too hard to care.
I’m only twelve, but it hurts so much,
And I wish someone knew
I need a softer touch.
I lie awake most every night,
Too scared to turn off the light.
My chest feels tight, my eyes feel sore,
I don’t wanna feel like this anymore.
And when I cry, I hide my face,
I don’t want anyone to think I’m a disgrace.
I’m just a kid with too much pain,
Trying not to break again.
I feel small…
Like I don’t matter at all.
And I’m trying, I swear,
But some days it’s just too hard to care.
I’m only twelve, but it hurts so much,
And I wish someone knew
I need a softer touch.
I don’t need magic to make things right,
Just someone to sit with me through the night.
Someone to say, “It’s okay to cry,”
And hold my hand when the tears won’t dry.
’Cause I feel small…
Like I don’t matter at all.
But maybe, one day, I’ll see
There’s a little bit of strength inside of me.
I’m only twelve and life feels tough,
But maybe, just maybe…
I am enough.