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I STARE AT WALLS TILL MORNING COMES AROUND CAN BARELY LIFT MY HEAD UP FROM THE BED THE WEIGHT INSIDE KEEPS PUSHING, PULLING DOWN THESE THOUGHTS KEEP SPINNING IN MY HEAD THE PILLS ARE SITTING ON MY SHELF A QUESTION MARK OF WHAT COULD BE I'M COUNTING DAYS LIKE THEY'RE GONNA SAVE ME BUT NOTHING CHANGES, NOTHING FADES HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL I'M OLDER HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL IT'S OVER THIS PAIN IS NEVERENDING IT'S NEVERENDING HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL I'M OLDER HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL IT'S OVER THIS PAIN IS NEVERENDING IT'S NEVERENDING I WALK THESE HALLS PRETENDING I'M OKAY WHILE EVERYTHING INSIDE HAS TURNED TO STONE THEY SAY THESE FEELINGS SOON WILL FADE AWAY BUT I'VE BEEN FIGHTING THIS ALONE THE SAME THOUGHTS RETURN EACH EVENING CAN'T SEEM TO BREAK FREE FROM HERE I'M COUNTING DAYS LIKE THEY'RE GONNA SAVE ME BUT NOTHING CHANGES, NOTHING FADES HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL I'M OLDER HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL IT'S OVER THIS PAIN IS NEVERENDING IT'S NEVERENDING HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL I'M OLDER HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL IT'S OVER THIS PAIN IS NEVERENDING IT'S NEVERENDING MAYBE I'M NOT MEANT TO FEEL ALIVE MAYBE THIS IS JUST WHO I BECAME SOMEONE LOST WITHIN THEIR MIND WITH NO ONE ELSE TO BLAME CAN'T ESCAPE, CAN'T MOVE ON CAN'T PRETEND TO BE STRONG HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL I'M OLDER HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL IT'S OVER THIS PAIN IS NEVERENDING IT'S NEVERENDING HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL I'M OLDER HOW MUCH LONGER UNTIL IT'S OVER THIS PAIN IS NEVERENDING (IT'S NEVERENDING) IT'S NEVERENDING THE PILLS ARE SITTING ON MY SHELF A QUESTION MARK OF WHAT COULD BE