your desires convince you've always been... human.

I dont think depression is how you attract women

Idk

I have nothing but my sorrow… And I want nothing more. It has been, it still is, faithful to me.

Why should I begrudge it, since during the hours when my soul crushed the depths of my heart, it was seated there beside me?

O sorrow, I have ended, you see, by respecting you, because I am certain you will never leave me.

Ah, I realize it! Your beauty lies in the force of your being. You are like those who never left the sad fireside corner of my poor black heart.

O my sorrow, you are better than a well-beloved: because I know that on the day of my final agony, you will be there, lying in my sheets. O sorrow. So that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.

she exists to me.

listen man i just miss her :((

you miss her cus you care. why do you care? find hate. change your feelings about her cus shes not coming back. I'd rather hate than miss. find things that bring you joy. not dwelling on what once brought you joy

you might be right...

Look gng, I've never dated so I'll relate a dif way. I just got scammed. I paid 60 bucks I worked for and got nothing in return. I thought about it. I hated that guy who scammed me, and I hated myself for letting that happen. I want to change the past and keep thinking and cringe at how I could've kept it. how I couldn't of lost it. but I lwk realized it was useless to think about and I realized. shit like this happens. the world is not a warm and welcoming place. its also not a wasteland. there's good things. just don't focus on the good things lost and everything you miss. think about what you can gain. what you can love again instead of missing when you did love.

oh damn i... feel sorry

don't feel sorry, you ain't do nun wrong. jus find calm and good in your situation even if it seems hard to do. I calmed myself by telling myself it was a learning experience. some people are cold and selfish. but also remembering its just 60 bucks. I can get another 60 bucks.

glad to see you recovered twin stay safe

u too gng