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Dear imgflip, I can't even begin to express how much of a failure I feel like. Every time I try to do anything right, it seems to backfire on me. Whether it's attempting to make my dad proud or trying to confide in my best friend, everything turns into a mess. I can't help but wonder if there's something fundamentally wrong with me. Why do I exist if I can't get anything right? One of the most recent issues that haunt me is when I tried to kill myself, but someone yelled about it everywhere. It's like I can't even end my misery without causing chaos. And when I did something my dad might have been proud of, my best friend got mad at me, and my dad yelled at me just like always. It feels like there's no winning here; every move I make just leads to more pain. Another thing that tears me apart is when I told my best friend something my other friend shared, and it almost ruined my best friend's relationship. Now my other best friend hates me too. It seems that no matter what I do, it ends up hurting the people around me. Even when my dad sees my cuts, he gets involved in my emotions, making me cut more. If I dare to tell him to stop, he hits me. It's a cycle I can't break free from, and it's draining every ounce of hope from me. I wish I could find a way to make a difference, to contribute in a positive way, but I'm just not capable. Everything I touch turns to dust. I can't do anything right, and I don't know why I exist if I'm just going to keep failing everyone around me, including myself. -Sam Of The Hams