Try not to worry as much
I recommend making a different account and using it for like a week or two to forget about your owner/mod status and relax
Watch the world burn from a different perspective
I feel so pathetic with such authority above me and having to ask to keep mod or to do whatever. I shouldn't care, but I need to keep my mod here. My leader side is destroying my f**king braincells ghdjdhgdfjjfhfjd