The scent of drama.

We found out a new user was actually a spinel alt for starters

Oh my, what a surprise. /sarcasm
Wasn't it obvious enough?

INTERACTION I MISSDED YOU 😭

Greetings.
I do not feel well.

we can talk abt it in mc if you want to

Talk about what? Isn't the problem obvious? The Understream is still a drama hellhole.

apparently not to me cuz I'm rarely active anymore and also wasn't online all summer...

Sigh. Lucky you.

I'm sorry 😭
I've been dealing with my own shit irl 💔

Understandable. Don't you worry.

if u ever need to talk abt anything I'm here, and I'm sorry I wasn't here when whatever drama happened that made you leave..

It's alright. You don't have to worry.

GABRIEL HELP ME I CANT BEAT THE FLESH PRISON

whats a dsd

Days since drama.

oh cool

Dude I’m so happy to see u back :D
I don’t even care how long ur here for I’m just glad I stopped by I missed u bro

Sup

queen*

Vro did not react

because i know you'll just leave again

...
I do not know.

if you do decide to leave, i won't stop you.
i know this place is a hellhole sometimes

I was genuinely shocked to see that the DSD was reset.
I was told that Spinel deleted, but I thought he deleted for good.
...You know who to blame for the drama.

yeah...

You just use me?

My apologies, but I didn't come back to argue.

No, I’m being a bit genuine.

You just find me as an excuse for drama? Even though I don’t even cause it or start it?

Incorrect. But you are the very core of this drama right here right now, aren't you?

I am partially at fault, but it’s mainly you as well. You banned me without warning, without reason, that’s what started it. If I wasn’t as complaining as I was, maybe I could’ve came back faster.

With all due respect, I 99.9% of the time don’t CAUSE any drama, if I were to had been in the 0.1%, it would’ve been rare, I only participate in drama because I will fight for what I believe is right along with other people.

I never break rules, I just think before I start to bend them, and I don’t lose any steps, I just look before I take them as well.

I had been quiet for over a month since I came back the first time because of Chara’s mistake, you and everyone else saw that I was quiet that entire time.

You were like me, you know.
When I first joined the Understream.
We both had the same behavior.
Quite ironic, is it not?

Twas ironic, heh…

I still see you as someone that can be a pal, if I can just be the person that I need to be. I try to fight on my days, each hour and night, and I just want to be loved and wanted. Ain’t that so wrong?

It is not wrong to want to belong, but there are different ways to belong... and some of them are bad.

I know that I always ask for other things, but now, I want to ask you something:

I want to know and to learn how to want to belong the right way.

You tried it twice, but you keep choosing Fight. You would kill to protect.

I keep trying to fight, I know. But I just want to protect the place that protects me. I’m like lightning in a bottle, uncontrollable, predictable, and just damn unstable and not right, but not wrong either. But, with the right help, I can be controlled, contained, and to show my true colors and personality.

I tried.
It didn't work.

I know that I was too stubborn then, but now, I want to listen. I WANT instructions, I WANT something to make me better. If I keep fighting, it ain’t any better, it just makes it worse, and I just want to be guided now. I’m lost, I’ve got no shepherd, and no home to go to. I pray each day, hoping that I can be better, but I don’t know how to be better. I want guidance, I want peace of mind, and I just want to be a good friend.

You said that, Spinel.
Twice.
And you ruined it.
Twice.
What's going to make me think that the third one is any different?

Greetings.
...I forgor who u are-

I was the one who almost joined but then decided not to. I have a feeling joining now would be like boarding a sinking ship.

Correct. Affirmative. Exact.