blackbeard writing

Memories consume, like opening the wounds I’m picking me apart again You all assume I’m safer in my room Unless I try to start again I don’t want to be the one The battles always choose Cause inside I realize That I’m the one confused I don’t know what’s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don’t know why I instigate And say what I don’t mean I don’t know how I got this way I know it’s not alright So I’m breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit Tonight