keep a decent sleep schedule, get some fluids in your system. 11 days!

SEVEN AHH HOURS?!? THAT’S AMAZING BRO! no fr, lotta people got way worse, be PROUD. CUZ UR GAY AND PRIDE AND ALL THAT. UR A GAY PERSON WITHOUT INSOMNIA. BE PRIDEFUL

do i come off as gay???

Are you gay???

how can i trust myself? i regret things, i just dont think abount them.

no???

What are you then??
You've never actuly told me before and I'm curious

i am a nerd and i am a threat.

its sort of scary how many ways i know how to commit crime.

ok, in all realness i dont let people know because (a) they dont ask. and (b) if they are asking they might be into me (this will make sense). however. i have been in your position and i have a feeling that you arnt into me (because you might be upset if you were)
i like people to think of me as aroace. i am not into anyone* and i just want to much around in my scale model of the solar system i made in desmos.
but in reality i am what i was before i got with my ex. just change in logic. i am orcrid demipan. or pandemi(c) as i like to call it. meaning it takes time (demi) for me to like anyone(pan). i have sexual attractions but i wont act on them(orchrid). split attraction model my ass.
my ex dumpped me and it made me more causious towards being in a relationship with someone. thats why i reverted* back to aroace. so i wont be hurt again(i know i will be hurt again. but im trying to lessen it.).

much --> muck

Ohhhh because of your ex your more cautious with relationships, meaning if you think that a person has affection for you when they're asking you, you dont usually tell them.
OOOHHHHHHHH
IM SORRY
(sry for late reply I didnt see it but ty for finding it for me :)
And no, your right, I dont have any affection for you since I'm part a, but I still like you as a friend :D)

not quite. i was more cautious. they just dumped me. so i becme more protectve with people i like making it even slower for me to open up. (if at all (becase i havet opened up sense))
plus, people dnt like it when they anounce their gender/sexuality to the world. they say that they are pushing thier identity. so i dont, i let people ask me. that "into me" is just me being cautious. so dw.

Oh ok, thanks for letting me know ^^

who can you trust if theres no one you can trust?

To trust in yourself, to make the right decisions and make sure your comfortable about them

ill save you the time looking. here it is.

Yeah I get around 8-9 ish hrs of sleep
Maybe take melatonin or smth if your struggling to go asleep

or i culd just kick my brother out of my room. he keeps me up just be existing.

I've been there done that ToT
Idk then what to do

it was just for 3 days (ending two days ago) so im fine now

just today i cleared off the trundlebd he used. he still has stuff in my room.

Ouch

i get to sell it if he doesnt claim them. (lie i wish was true.)