bark

woof

arf :3

Bark

ruff :3

Bork

your parents must be proud.

what

exactly.

literally what problem do you have with me

i don't know but every time I just see someone being all like "arf arf! :3" or "hehe im a cute boyyy!!!" i suddenly get this looming feeling of empty dread. like just, like i am just staring into the void, and i see nobody but the shell of someone who once was alive.

well this is like
in an innocent way
puppy regression its called
look it up, its a real thing that therapists recommend
brings comfort

I know but it's degrading and it seems borderline fetishistic.

again, this is used in an innocent way
i like to arf and get head pats and get told good boy
its not degrading but makes me happy :3

the best way to recover after being dehumanized is to treat yourself like a human.

you are not a dog, you may feel like man's best friend, but you don't deserve to be put in a kennel, you don't deserve to shit in a yard, you don't deserve to eat slop from a bowl on the floor, and you don't deserved to be put down for expressing anger. also, dogs don't deserve that either

well i have zero self worth so i dont even care, its
an obscure coping mechanism but it works
i dont know how else i could do it honestly, it just works for me

you're going to have to face the world eventually.

hiding yourself like this isn't healthy.

you have to face your fears in order to survive.

Get actual help, please

i mean
my partner still treats me right and has unconditional love for me thankfully so when we meet things'll get better but in the meantime im doing whatever
also my parents wouldnt take me to get evaluated anyways, they'll think its just spiritual bullshit again

KENNEL

i was considering getting one

BAD BOY GO TO KENNEL

okay