hmm, that isnt fun. ive felt the same sorta thing (kinda). one of the best thing you can do in this instance is to just be there for them. that is unless they are telling (threatening?) you not to. having someone to talk to really helps.
something’s wrong with me
one of my best friends. No, not best friend, someone I was literally DATING just (supposedly) killed herself
I’m shaking, it’s hard to blink, and yet I don’t feel anything. I mean, I can easily cheer myself up with watching YouTube or playing BCEN rn, but that shouldn’t work. How the f**k.
I loved her so much, but now she’s gone, and I have next to no reaction. I wouldn’t even say I feel a little bit sad. I’m being rational and only slightly panicking.
This was the final text she sent me:; I’m so stupid, I saw it, I was up, but I thought nothing of it until one of my friends said they got the same message
I feel sick at myself for not knowing nor feeling anything.
