ok bro you sound just like me abt 3 months ago. Literally just distract yourself with anything, whether is be working out, gaming, just something so that you have no time to even cry. Trust me it helps
OK SO LIKE I CANT STOP CRYING AND I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO BE OVER RN TBH IM TIERD OF NOT BEING ENOUH OR WORTHY FOLR ANYONE AND IM TIERD OF BEIN A DISAOINTMENT TO EVERYONE I TRYED SOMEONES ADVICE THAT ASICLY IF U CUT CUT SOMEONES NAME WHO YOU LOVE OR CARE ABOUFT SO NEXT TIME YOU CWIL THINK AGAIN BUT IT AINT WORKING IDFK I HAVE A FEW KNIFES AND A BLADE RN IN FROUND OF ME IM SCARED FOR WHAT I WILL DE TBH I HAVE TRD EVERYTHING IT FELS LIKE IT WONT GET BETTER AND IDF WHAT TO DO IK I CANT DO THIS TO MY LIL BRO BUUT I JUST FEEL S WORTHLESS AND LIKE A F**K UP AND I JUST WANTA BE DEAD I HAVE TRIED WAYS TO PUNISH MYSELF IT ISNT WORKING IK I DESRVE IT IM JUST SO DAM POWERLES ON MY LIFE IT SEEMS LIKE ITS THE ONLY THING I CAN CONTROL