and honestly, I hate people who bring up their rape experiences. "boo hoo I was raped" are you being raped right now? did it happen within the past few weeks? if both of those are untrue then the fact you were raped is completely 100% irrelevant unless someone brought it up such as a doctor or therapist. if you were mentally scarred, don't f**king think about it. distract yourself or just move on. it hurt but its over now. nothing you can do.