No, this is not a quick announcement, Epsical.

If it makes you feel any better, the stream would have crumbled if I was in charge

Same would happen if I led this big family of [insert stream members' number]

Around 40.

Followers [insert crossed-out equal sign] stream members, right?

Only 40 or 2500 are online.

same with me
i'd run this place into the ground (accidentally ofc)

I wasn't around for most of the Gaster era, but I prefer your leadership, I'm always thought it was a conincidence that drama stopped when you're away, but I realized it's something else that us and someone else have in common, you and Spinel tend to get into arguments without even trying to dissolve it, and I can completely understand that as I always used to lash out at people too, and I've learned to just step away and calm down, I'm not saying you're the problem at all, I'm saying we can all learn to solve Drama at a more calm approach, which is what I try to do, and it maybe does not work as much, but I'm still determined to try again, I absolutely care about you System, and I know we can all get hotheaded at times, but we can control it if everyone just talks it out :)

You're so much better than gaster ever was. I assure you that.

You're not a problem. You're not drama. You're a great leader. You're one of our BEST leaders here, maybe even the ABSOLUTE best. You're new, but you're really good at leading this stream.
For me and others, you're a really good and nice friend. We care about you, even if all of us are thousands of kilometers apart. You don't deserve to be in a mental state THIS bad.
For the entirety of the Understream, you're loved here. You're important. You LEAVING causes drama, not you BEING here.
DON'T. LEAVE.
I SWEAR, IF YOU LEAVE, I WOULD LEAVE TOO.

...
I don't know anymore.
I miss Fish.
If he was here, a lot of drama would have been calmer... but he's not.

No one is perfect, System. Should you stay with us, the DSD will not go down. You are not a drama magnet. If you need a break, that's okay, but never take anything that happens here upon yourself.

i have no words

System. Buddy. Pal. Chum.

You’re doing a wonderful job being here as the leader. You’ve only had a rocky start, that’s what it’s like for a transfer of power, because things can happen, and that’s ok. With what you’re doing, you established proper rules and regulations and you rule with an iron fist! You make people set in line and try to make things better by listening to the community. We all may not be perfect, but you know you’ll make a better marker here. Look at me, you made me learn my place the hard way and now I’m listening to each damn thing you say to me. I don’t argue anymore, I don’t pull any tricks. You know you are making a good mark, and the time will tell! Gaster has been here for years as a leader, but you’re new to the spiel. And right now, you’re the one who needs the time to rest, and we are trying to do our part to keep things calm while you’re away. You’re one of a kind in this world, the person who can leave the mark to remember for ages on end. From the beginning to the end, you’ll always have a place here and your mark, whether it’s the good, the bad, or the ugly, you know you’re still valued in this community. Time will tell, pal. And when the time comes, you know you’re still loved here, and everyone will show that to you.

That is...
Really strange. Coming from you. I still wonder what you think of me deep inside, since I've already saw what you think of me.

With what I think deep inside, I see you as a dear friend. A person that I wish to protect and serve. A person to pray to give strength to take on the day. In the darkest days or the brightest of hours, I WILL always still see you as the person who had saved me, and I will forever remember you and I will do what is best for you, and to pay you back respectfully for what you had done for me.

I still can't feel any friendship pull towards you. You breached my trust, hurt me a lot of times even though I tried to ignore it, almost destroyed this place, and betrayed me. I'm sorry, I don't think I see the same way. I am very forgiving and kind, even when it comes to betrayal. I forgave a lot of people before who betrayed me and gave them a second chance. And a third one. And a fourth and a fifth. I now understand why my soul is Patience. Even though I seem to lose my temper quickly sometimes, I try to fix stuff as much as I can before eventually giving up. I've been shredded inside so much that I almost can't feel much emotion towards anyone anymore. Every single one of my friends betrayed me at least once. Even Starlight. Some returned, some not. I warmly welcomed the friends who returned back, and tried to ignore those who didn't. But you... I don't know. I don't think I can forgive you, Spinel, or ever become your friend again. This is a member-to-leader relationship only.

You don’t have to forgive me right on the dot. That’s up to YOU to decide. The time will tell, and it will come. If I can’t be your friend, I can still be your partner. A lowly relationship can be enough. But I will always love you and I’ll repent the sins I’ve done and will continue on, a new and better path. You and everyone else saved me when I came here for the first time. I’ll repay the same respects the right way, and I’ll to what it takes to give you the sense that I can be trusted and better.

You can decide it for yourself. I’ll not bite or pry. But I will still see you as the friend who had helped save me.

You are always full of surprises every time you speak about deep stuff. Impressive.

Always am, and if I have to, I will. I am the one of philosophy, and I burn with determination.

I didn't betray you.
I ain't Reginald Copperbottom.

You might.

How did I betray you?

Might is a future word.

I'm not going to betray you!
I'm gonna stay loyal!
*gets sad*

*Falling (THSC) is playing in the background*

Sometimes betrayal isn't a choice.
You weren't here in the Rebellion.

When was it?

Around two months ago.

Yeah, I wasn't active then, so...

I don't feel any reason to betray you

I pray each morning that you have the strength to take on the day. I pray that you are still ok and doing well. I’m a Christian, and I’ll pray to everyone here if I have to. From the highest of highs, to the lowest of lows. From dear friendship bonds to the nearest broken of ships, I still pray for each and every one of us here. And I pray the most for you, because I know your conditions. I know your pain, and it’s sometimes relatable to me as well. But I still and always pray to everyone here. Christ is magnified in me, and I pray to you that you are blessed with the strength and energy to take on the day.