me when I start to feel good about myself

god I just wanna f**king end it sometimes
I wanna f**king run away but I’m scared

Please dont

im not gonna kms yet, i dont want anyone to worry about me.

Real AF

Life can be great, but sometimes it’s a steep path uphill. However steep that hill is for you, never give up.

You could maybe visit a therapist but I know your parents probably won’t due to the stupid prices

Oh they don’t care enough to get a therapist ahahahah I love my family

"well.
I guess life will get better."
Thousands of flashbacks come back to me.
The moment I cried in front of all my friends.
The moment I was the last person without a partner.
The moment I lost all my friends.
I was never successful in life.
I never had that many friends in life.
I only felt comfort online.
I watched... Stuff when I was young.
I'm a failure.
And I regret it all.
I lie.
I cover it with another lie.
And I guess
No one trusts me anymore.
And I can't talk to anyone.
I'm lifeless inside already.

I feel this.