that's not MPD that's just depression and you instinctively try your hardest to hide it from everyone without knowing ig? (probably not what I'm saying lol)
Okay so whilst I was gone I found out some stuff about my mental health. I'm not doing great. My friend said she thinks I might have multiple personality disorder ( I don't believe so ) because a part of me is like this fun and energetic person who loves everything, cant be alone, and is extroverted asf, but another part of me is always sad, hates everything and everyone, wants to be alone, and just wants to curl up in a ball and never move or speak again. ( the first one is the public one ) Then, I've been like "blacking out"( i guess ) whilst drawing and when i "come back"( i guess ) I'm drawing these like unsettling pictures and stuff. I'll make another post with the drawings so far