Not if that's what you believe.
Words have power. And they turn into beliefs. So if we speak negative things, we will sabotage ourselves from good things.
And if that is truly what you believe, then I can't help you until you change it
It's ok. If I could undo it, I would. But sometimes its a stronghold that takes time to come undone.
Just remember System, like the underground with Frisk, we stand with you