....I'm scared for system

We all are.

no its representing my determination idk if ...idk

There’s still hope. Don’t give up.

idk man idk i feel like this is somehow my fault I'm losing determination

No, it is not. It's my fault.

Never give up. There’s hope in that body of yours. We still stand strong together, and you should have unwavering hope and faith.

i do idk if i should tho i was never a good frend or aub solider