Kinda realized that i never apologized and I do think apologies matter so I did want to say that Im sorry for what i posted many months ago. I did it in a depressive episode, mainly of my own making and not any of you. Not to say that that is any excuse for posting prn. I believe the goal was to get banned and it worked but idk why i wanted that. Im sorry I did it and I promise not to do it or anything like it again.