1. responses to doodleboi
2. I'm ashamed of not being good to zari. at least, not good enough. he should've instantly cut contact with me instead of staying my friend
I would ask you why YOU think zari said that, but it wouldnt help.
Internet friendships are hard. The only thing you can use to gauge the other's emotions is through their words. It's not your fault if you misinterpreted them, and its also not your fault if they misinterpret you.
you know shts going bad when I cant even distract myself from my sadness with memes n shit. I may chuckle, but then I'm back to planning a suicide note in my head or smth