Cause like today, some high mf had their card down in the creek from the road but was caught by vines. No big deal. they had cars Infront and behind the scene for protection. I seen the front of the truck on one side and my heart seized up (this happened minutes ago, still having the panic attack now). my mom was chill about it, stopped, and when she passed did the signal thing to another car headed that way on danger ahead. And I also seize up whenever shes going to fast, or at those 4 lane passing where its whoever rolls up to the line first goes (bc they're idiots). And just whenever a car gets to close. Oh and my dads sober now, so he's more playful (he's one of those that like to tease fight as play) and even thought there's no immediate danger, I still have a small panic attack when he does that. I almost broke down one time because he clapped my shoulder unexpectedly.
