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I was going to put this in your last post, but since you deleted it, I'll leave it here.
Nat, believe me when I say this, the people hating on you don't give a f**k about your wellbeing. About nothing you say is going to change their view of you, and frankly, responding to them like this isn't going to help. Like, at all. I've said this again and again, but if you STOP responding to them, they'll lose interest and f**k off, meaning that you won't have to go through the harassment anymore. Sure, there may be some people that strongly voice their opinion against you, but other than those outliers, you'll be fine. I know they're annoying, and I know that they get on even your least responsive nerve, but let's settle it here; you stop giving dickheads attention, and you stop getting harassed. You're unironically becoming the textbook definition of a lolcow.

Just to clarify, I don't particularly like the people in cherub's server either (with a few key exceptions, of course), but I'm saying this as a friend of your's. Please stop doing stuff that will most certainly fuel their endeavors.

I know but I need help with it

the reason I can't ignore it is because they're trying to ruin my reputation to prevent me from getting the help I need, could you atleast tell them that what they're doing is wrong

If they don't like me, I doubt they're going to take me questioning their moves seriously.
Your reputation is honestly far beyond saving if this keeps happening.
If you need help, then get help in real life. If your parents won't hear you out, then it's best to tell someone you trust, in REAL LIFE.

The best you CAN do in this situation is block any sort of alt that tries to screw with you (this includes Cherub, Cat, Sylc, etc.), reach out, again, to a friend or loved on IN REAL LIFE, or if that doesn't work, try to abandon the site as a whole for the time being.
If you can't do that, try using a different kind of social media that you can connect with people on.

ngl i actually really like that youre giving her actual advise
weve been trying to tell her some of this shit for a while but she wont listen

I really hope that she'll listen to what I'm trying to say. I've also felt a deep resentment for myself for a good amount of time, and it was relatively recently that I've escaped the endless loop of hatred I've had for myself for what seemed like an eternity. Even though I still feel negative emotions like that from time to time, I'm mostly fine nowadays. I want to be there for Nat, because there was near no one that was there for me when I was in a deep slump.

I'm here for you bro.

That being said, I think you could take a bit of advice from people like Cherub. Treat people as you would want to be treated. If you have any sort of resentment towards a certain individual, remind yourself that they too are a human being, a human being with flaws, just as you are.

Ik

But the thing is, behind the scenes, cherub and her friends are total assholes to me and that makes me really not wanna listen to them sometimes

Then, listen to me and what I've said; or at least TRY to.

Aight

Ty vro

love you too

not to mention it's a bit more harmful to start purposely misgendering and deadnaming people you dislike because that actually ruins people's mental health! you can log off and forget about this but trans people cannot! isn't that fun, how you aren't always a victim?

Well buddy if they're mean to me, I won't respect them because they don't respect me

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oh ok so we taking shit outta context now

real nice, douchebag

in what context is telling saying that trans people are doing it as a fetish acceptable, hm?

I said why I'm NOT transphobic

Not every trans person is weird

There's 8 billion people in the world, there's bound to be at least some weirdos

But most trans people are genuinely trans