he once let me send him nudes while i was high (so i couldnt consent)
when id talk about killing myself hed never bat an eye (ive tried to kms over him before)
hes very aware that he was my fp (favorite person) and that i had bpd
hed say our age gap was weird (it is) and hed continue to do sexual things with me irl
whenever id talk about him with my friends they would say he was grooming/manipulating me, i never knew that they were telling the truth until recently, and when id tell him hed say "theyre lying"
when id have a mental breakdown or vent to him hed never give me the closure i needed and he would manipulate me WHILE I WAS HAVING A BREAKDOWN saying stuff like "you hate me"
when i recently talked to him about him grooming/saing me he would just say "im sorry" and not actually address it and blame it on "he was blinded"
he would say the sa he did to me was in a dream (i had/have constant dreams and nightmares about him)
