Dead honest post (after some sad self reflection) ik what I'm doing is bad for me. ik what I'm doing is wrong. ik what I'm doing will probably ruin me in the future but who cares abt allat? the future isn't in years and I always do what makes me happy no matter the price. I love you guys so f**king much. I would never do opiates or meth or benzos or coke because I draw limits. they might not be good limits but theyre limits. I just love you guys so much and I don't want you to be fearful or hateful of my health. I feel all f**king emotional now. I'm sorry. I hate long ass posts. I wanna cry for some reason.