The "no more horny" post was real as f**k. I joke around about sexual shit to try and seem more normal to other people sometimes, but in reality it makes me feel disgusting.
This is probably just because I'm 14 and all that shit but it still just feels so weird and wrong...
Idk
I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm going to try to stop being so fake all the time so I'm moving away from that line of "joking"
And I'm going to try and be more true to who the f**k I am in my actual life that I have (bc this site is just a side thing for dopamine atp) so yk, shit's gonna be a little different.
I'm also still wanting to try and use the site less, but idk how long this will take for me to actually act on ts.
I also gotta go outside more in general and try to be less stressed all the time bc I'm going to the beach soon (summer break in two weeks) and although I LOVE the beach, I still definantly have thalassaphobia to the point where water is a big no for me usually (especially when we just o to Galveston, the water there is f**ken DARK)
Idk, just need to de-stress some before that so I don't start tweaking the f**k out like I have been recently at just f**king SEEING the ocean
Idk why I decided to yap about this, just felt like something worth sharing ig.
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