A message, from yours truly.

Greetings. You know me as V1. You might know me as Doggie, trashnamehere, or even someone else. Despite that, it's me.

I am an extremely flawed human being. I am a freak. On the surface, you see me as a lonely, depressed loser. While that's me, I've been improving offsite. Off social media in general. I am a freak, both ways the internet can interpret it. I am a weirdo and a horny bastard.

This is a message to all of you, I am not that man anymore. You know who you are, but I will not expose you.

Though I may still be alone, Though I may still be flawed, I want to do something else with my life. I am a 5'9, straight, cis male at ~210 pounds. Despite what I say in my memechats, despite how gay I might act, what I might act like in private, that is not me. That does not make me happy. I continue so I can make you happy. I am going to change this.

I am not a femboy. I am not a furry. I am not a gay man. That is not what makes me happy.

I am going to do what makes me happy. I am going to stay off this site and spend more time exploring the world, looking for solutions. I do not know what makes me happy, but I know its not what track I've been on for ~1.5 years. I am going to find what makes me happy. I am going to go an a self discovery journey. I am ashamed of my past, especially some things I've said and how I've acted, but I am not afraid to admit that shame.

My plan for the summer is to get a job, get a haircut, and go to the gym. I want to improve my physique. I want to improve my attitude. I want to improve myself as a person. I am going to go on a diet, going from eating gluttonous amounts of food daily to a normal amount, maybe even less. I will be focusing on proteins as much as I can. From there, I am unsure what I will do, but I will improve as I go.

I have potential, and I see that. I will not waste it on this place which has dragged me down, intentionally or not.

TLDR; Im changing for the better, without you.

I will stay, but my attitude will be a lot different. I will be unfiltered, not centering my personality on what had plagued me before. I will not be a racist prick, but I wont be a horny bitch either.

also im gonna answer any questions you have

Good luck man
Seriously
I'm trying to be on here a bit less to try and not fall too far and be unable to recover and it's actually really helpful, even with just what I've been doing
Honestly, I think it's amazing that you're trying to help yourself like this
So yeah, again, good luck
Hope shit goes as planned

i wish you luck as well. as a human, you have potential to change for the better as well. however that might look for you, becoming what i didnt want to, doing what im doing almost 1:1, or in between.

do what makes you happy in life, cut out anyone who might be harming you. it might be hard to see, people might be doing it unintentionally, but one day you will realize. and when the time is right, set out on the path to recovery. put yourself first, but stay humble.

tf is cis

from my understanding, normal. not trans or anything like that.