I am like. In tears

It's fine
It's cool

Crying on the floor rn. Life is so surreal. The memories are flooding back to me as I stare at the face of someone I’ve loved so much watching her talk so confidently in front of so many people, she has changed so much, but, strangely, at the same time, she hasn’t. She’s so familiar to me and it’s driving me insane. I used to still have something she gave me, but I unfortunately lost it. It’s such a strange feeling that I don’t even know how to describe.

Life goes on for a while, so in the meantime, stay positive!

It’s not all bad. The storyline is that I had this friend in fifth grade who had a crush on me. I had one on her too but the only reason we didn’t date was because I was really scared. Yesterday, I started thinking about her and found out she gave a speech last week. I listened to the speech and so many memories were flooding back and I’m regretting everything I didn’t do. She moved after 5th grade and I got a new phone, losing contact with her. At the time, besides my parents, she was the only number in my phone. I reached out to her but a part of me is all like “she won’t remember” but all of me hopes she does

Same here, I have a story kinda like that, I have a female friend from grade 5 who I really liked but I found out that my friend had a crush on her, after that I basically became a 3rd wheel lol. Me and her moved to different high schools and I managed to get her phone number (somehow) and yeah I have been occasionally talking to her since