ME WAKING UP FROM A NIGHTMARE: “AH, YES THE FAMILIAR PAIN.
AT LEAST I KNOW HOW THIS ENDS.” [PREDICTABLE. MANAGEABLE. WEIRDLY COMFORTING.]; ME WAKING UP FROM A GOOD DREAM: “WHY WOULD YOU SHOW ME THAT ?
FOR A SECOND, I THOUGHT LIFE WAS DIFFERENT”
[PANIC ATTACK. EXISTENTIAL CRISIS.]