i just had to share with someone

it sometimes feels like there’s something wrong with me. every time i skip out on a meal and just say that i’m not hungry, every time i just stare at my food, take a bite or two, and leave. every time i just sit there for an hour and stare at an easy assignment i failed to do and turn in 2 weeks prior. every time i stay up all night just to watch the same videos on loop, every time i wake up too late or too early. every time i can’t think of a good answer, or a good response, or a good question. every time, it all just feels so. empty? plain? pointless? it really, truly feels like there’s something wrong with me. i don’t even clean up after myself half the time. i just really feel like i’m either a loser or just a really bad mess