I've been writing stories of people falling in love with eachother
But when do I ever get that
When do I ever fall in love
I'm sick of falling in love It'll make me sound desperate
She has to ask first Not me
It's not like something straight out of my fan fictions is it
This is real life
Not text on the screen
This is real life
I'm tired of writing and fantasizing about these two characters kissing and laying with eachother
I want to be in an actual relationship
But I just can't I sound too desperate for it
I'm not fit for it
Fuсk