this one girl i was friends with, she came in from somewhere. cant remember, i think virginia. She came in 3rd grade. her name was Vera. we clicked automatically. we had sleep overs and everything. Though she... traumatized me. (by third grade, she had A-cup tatas) She walked around with a LACE bra on and stuff, and was just wierd in general, in our 'roleplays' (my idea, before knowing i was autistic, in the 3rd grade i was obsessed with stories, imagination, and wolves. She liked wolves too, and so we did that) and she always brought up like breeding and sex and stuff, even when playing with dolls. Eventually, i blocked her because she was being mean to me, and she hated me ever since. And she used the roleplay thing against me, calling me a furry and stuff. It hurt, a lot... And then today, she seemed nice on the playground and was chatting with me and stuff and asking about what the game was everyone was playing in 4th grade (little alchemy) but by the end of recess i heard her say to her friend Paisley "Yeah, i just asked her about that stupid nerd game everyone was playing in 4th grade" ouch, but i shrugged it off. didnt realize she was calling me a stupid nerd. when we were going outside, we passed by the car rider line (parents lined up in the back of the school to pick up kids) and her mamaw (her guardian) was there with her dog, Jackson. Her, Paisley, Bessie, and Jonah (my gay friend) petted him as they walked by. i shyly approached with bessie, and her mamaw just smiled and didnt say anything. So i let the dog sniff me. Vera, being a bitch, started yelling at me for touching her dog like "Ellie, why did you touch my dog?" i couldnt get an answer out, just a small squeak "Ellie, why did you touch him? (insert more mean stuff abt it, i cant remember exact)" And then i was on the brink of tears then Jonah luckily sticks up for me. I dont see the problem, since her mamaw didnt have a problem with it, otherwise she would've said something. Right? Right?
