Again, it’s not embarrassing to ask a question to get some help. Asking for help, though it can be embarrassing, can be very helpful.
I know that you’ve been in this situation before, and I’m just asking an honest question. I’m not afraid to ask questions for help, and you shouldn’t be afraid either.
I’m trying to come from a good place here, so at least have some helpful advice so I can at least make a better mark here.