apparently i have resting ( female dog ) face but i always act okay but maybe in reality that's because i'm always thinking about something bad but usually i try to look happy because all i want is for other people to feel better and i act the way i am because i want their day to be better but they always say "this is why nobody likes you" and i know they're right but i never did anything bad to them and i didn't want anything to happen but everything i do no matter how hard i try it's never good enough and i just want someone to love me because nobody does and everyday i wake up and i'm alive is another bad day because i wish i would just never wake up and just die and i wish i could just start over but what would i do without ever being able to take to my best friend(s) again and i'm probably the reason why he die and everything is all my fault i just wish everyone would be happy