Dear diary, my life is crashing upon me. My parents hate me. My friends hate me. My girlfriend hates me. Even my boyfriend hates me. The world hates me.
I swear. why can't she just love me? am I really that unlovable? Why? Why does she have to fall in love with that jerk and not me??? WORLD. WHY THE HELL DO YOU DO THIS TO ME!?!?!?!
No one cares so I'll just be off slitting my wrists all the way up to my shoulders and drinking my beloved painkillers and wine coolers and sing along to all those whiny emo songs I like.
I need to go shopping tomorrow.
I really need new black lipstick, and maybe I'll repaint my nails. But I don't think I need new jeans, my five year old sister's are pretty tight. And they look really good on me.
"..two very different people, too scared to get along. Until two hearts beat together underneath one sun." <3