I mean its not that bad but I've done better

Helping? Not really. (Verse 1) Ayo, I'm livin' in a world where the pain ain't stoppin', Cut marks on my arms, yeah, the blood keep droppin'. All my girls rollin' deep, we’re the razor blade squad, Bitches in the bathroom, feelin’ lost, feelin' flawed. (Chorus) Cuts on my skin, thoughts in a spin, We ballin' in the dark, but we never gonna win. A call in the night, heart drops like a stone, Best friend gone, now I’m feelin' so alone. (Verse 2) Damn, yo, I thought we were thuggin', we were flexin' so high, But the weight hit hard, now it’s do or die. I’m on that edge, can’t escape this mess, Tryna save my homies while I’m dealin’ with the stress. (Chorus) Cuts on my skin, thoughts in a spin, We ballin' in the dark, but we never gonna win. A call in the night, heart drops like a stone, Best friend gone, now I’m feelin' so alone. (Bridge) Every scar tells a story, I ain’t no glory, Just a girl with nightmares, lost in my own quarry. Tryna reach out to others, lift ‘em from the edge, But I’m cuttin’ myself, livin’ life on a ledge. (Verse 3) I tell 'em, “Hold tight, there’s light in this fight,” While my own shadow’s whisperin’, “You ain’t gonna make it right.” Got my heart ripped, tears mixed with the blood, But I’m fightin’ for my fam, gotta rise from the mud. (Chorus) Cuts on my skin, thoughts in a spin, We ballin' in the dark, but we never gonna win. A call in the night, heart drops like a stone, Best friend gone, now I’m feelin' so alone. (Outro) So I try to be strong, but it’s hard to stay free, Lost in the chaos, just tryna be me. I’m cut deep, but I’m reachin’ for the peak, Helpin’ others climb, even when I feel weak. Cuts on my skin, yeah, they don’t define me, In this battle of life, tryna break free, can’t bind me. I’ll keep pushin’ forward, for the ones I’ve lost, Even while I bleed, I’ll carry on the cost. this one I don't really like but I wrote from the heart