Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
like you had empathy inside but you don't really care
like you're all outa love but it's been in the air
am I past repair
I'm two days into college
And I'm three lectures behind
There's this guy, let's name him Colin
He says he wants to be mine
But it doesn't really sit with me quite right
'Cause he doesn't really like the things I like
And I keep accidentally locking myself out of my dorm in the middle of the night
I wake up kinda wired
And I wake up kinda cold
And I wake up kinda tired
But I'll just sleep in when I'm old
See I don't like breaking rules
But don't like doing as I'm told
So I just float around and keep my head down
And hope my life unfolds
And everybody's telling me that I'm doing so well
I try to trust them, honestly
I find it hard to tell
If I need work or I need rest
I try my best to try my best
I tell myself, I say out loud
It's fine, I'll figure it all out
Do you ever feel a little bit tired of life?
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive