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i feel like its natural to have that reaction. suiside is a heavy topic and admitting to that is no easy task.

yeah, also I felt like A LOT weighed on how I answer that question, so I chose my words VERY CAREFULLY, and she didn't have to REPORT me I don't think, I think she just reccomend I get a therapist.

i mean, telling people got you this far. so why not go the full way?

I don't wanna tell anyone of AUTHORITY the full extent of allat (the SH, my attempt, etc.) yet because I'm worried about causing trouble with my family, because they might react poorly to it (mostly my parents) because I've barely told them anything abt my mental health so they think it's not that bad, and my friends might worry about me, and all of that, but I might eventually say something, we'll see...

i had an anxiety attack today. not because im 16 now but that i had an assement due

oof. I feel that tbh

not because im going to fail. im quite confident that im going to pass. it is irrational that i freaked out. (maybe im just sympathising for people i helped)

ah makes sense

yeah, my teacher sets us up for exellence because he belives we can all achieve that top grade, so its really easy to pass.

Instead of facing my feelings, I bury mine under humour. And pretend I dont care.

that's a terrible idea:D (I say even tho I also do that)

High five! Welcome to the 'oh god why did i bury my emotions' club

YAY!

huzzah