Why have I been acting like this the whole time?

At first, my arrogance was in act because I simply wanted to, it started off in mid-June when I was awarded the best student in class, I felt like something else, wanted to flex. During that time, my PC was broken for while, and most of the time I didn't do much back then, so that's another reason why I started. This continued anonymously until at one point where whole MSMG banned me for pointing out suicide bait. Then I realized how bad MSMG went downhill, how much users blinded users were there, how much they glaze the same dumb Femboy joke. Just how lifeless they are.

I started to reveal myself, shocked everyone. I know, fell off or whatever. I just see it as personality change. I wasn't pretty engaged very back then, but I still had some development that brought me to this point. I kept learning basically, from here and outside.

But I didn't plan to stay longer, only a week. And then I came again. I did delete couple of times throughout the summer. I was pretty hypocritical about myself, said a lot of things that I regretted. And acted unfamiliar too. If I have to be honest, I wasn't fully mature, took some mistakes to fully realize that. I'd say it's December when I started to slowly back away from all kinds of fights. Ultimately, I just left again, I found better stuff to do, 3 months off, it was just someone else impersonating me.

Now I think to myself, I should had approached y'all's problems differently. I know I was harsh to almost everyone here. But that was for some awareness, either way you wouldn't understand. When it's already obvious how much socially downgraded most of you are. I know it, because I was like you. Social Anxiety, speech impediment, introversion, shyness... I knew all of it. What most likely held me was laziness and fear, both were done alone. If you really use Internet that much, then look for actual good source for learning basically anything, even your own problems.
Like I did, last thing it took, is to go out with people, I had mistakes, people judged me. But it all came to end very soon, because you really learn from mistakes. I was no longer "Anti-Social" Sigma. I can be your example now, do it yourself. Or

Would you even take something from this, because the only thing you're all capable of is seek constant attention from here. Useless stuff and drama over little things. I saw one day how you guys were chopping on those disgusting femboy memes. Some even post that cropped porn memes, you guys usually hate it, but when people themselves do it. It's fine accordingly. Now I see how hypocritical MSMG is. I would put blame on LGBT manipulation, but the first time I said that, it was like alerting horde of zombies so I'll not mix that too now.

Maybe you will see yourself.

on some real shit

Last thing, I have been observing on rare occasions. I noticed some users getting too much glaze, or I just don't like them. Some of you pretty changed once I was off.

I watched some of my haters crash out, I've seen some events, but it doesn't matter since I just get sick from these stupid things. But here we go.

JacknCoke, you're really interested to me, I remember when you joined first. "Dad'sbrokencondom" or whatever, at first you really sounded someone serious, you defended some religious debates. I thought you were alright, but no. Just as I was near yo leave again, you started to show real colors. Started to beg for followers, started to face reveal a lot. At certain moment you started E-dating stupid femboys (if I'm correct). And probably said stuff like God created Femboys intensionally or something. Again, I'm not sure, but I clearly saw. Did someone slam you with a brick? Do you have nausea or something? How come you turn against something you just said? I see why you're disliked. It's funny too how you wanted to prove MSMG that you're not super white by going outside and getting redish a bit and posting quickly to prove it. You didn't prove shit, you're proving that you're desperate for attention. And if you're gonna try something to prove this wrong, it's just another excuse of how hard you want to stay relevant. I have something special for you, just not now.

Emosnake, we talked about this. You're 18 now, stop with these "I'm gonna touch you" or anything similar. You probably should let go of some posts too. You don't have to constantly post your face reveal, you don't have pick on femboys. It's too stupid. Being Trans was the stupidest thing too, Silver did explain it well why you did that. I know some stuff about you too. Some stuff that are obvious to cancelation. But MSMG was glazing you too hard to notice it. Or perhaps they're just scared of pointing it out. Look, I'm not here to bring you down too hard. But you just have to realize some stuff, it's time to move on. You know it too, I know you tried to leave many times but came back instant. You didn't really betray me thought, you only kept betraying yourself. If you truly want to leave, you have to forget about it, find more interesting thing to do. It's not hard. One day it will be over.

I would had wrote for other suspects, but for now, I keep to myself.

This was supossed to be in video. So it wouldn't be too boring, problem is that I dragged this too long, every second of it. By the time I was half done, I became 17. Sometimes I made mistakes or I couldn't just think of better way to express it, so that's why I came here, again.

All I wanted to say, I'm not a bad guy. Ragebait wasn't really for my personal reasons, it was to made you guys think too. I just didn't express it well. I know I could change some things because I did. I have my own case here. Now it's too late to repeat everything. Sorry for my bad spelling, I just don't know what to write anymore too. I could had tried harder but I have better stuff. It's over.

You actually missed it, but like 2 or 3 days ago, Denji/ Gooner Pig was able to get a link of jack's, and its him in thigh highs and a mini skirt, with his balls and shit outlined through the skirt/ shorts,

"You're 18 now, stop with these "I'm gonna touch you"."
he sadly wont listen

I had planned future pretty well. I just need to keep learning from my job. Working at my Uncle's, I wanted to stay forever but I guess not, Political liars getting our money while promising better paycheck, yeah, saying when the prices keep rising. Lot of inflation but we still have same paycheck. Screw this.