Miles of Pain (the bottom is supposed to say a**d help me with this one)

Miles of Pain (Verse 1) Yo, I’m 13, but I feel like I'm 30, Haters all around, man, they tryin’ to hurt me. Texas heat, but my heart's ice cold, Every word they spit, feelin’ heavy like gold. In school halls, I’m just a target, Throwin’ shade, got me feelin’ like a carcass. Tryna walk tall, but I’m crumblin’ down, Every smile’s fake, I just wear a frown. (Chorus) Bitches talk shit, but I'm still ballin', Man, I need my homie, he’s the one I’m callin’. In New Mexico, but I’m stuck in this hell, Life’s a prison, can’t escape this cell. (Verse 2) I’m overwhelmed, feel like I’m drownin’, Thoughts in my head, got my heart poundin’. Lost in the dark, where’s my light at? Wanna scream loud, but it’s hard to act. Fear creepin’ in, it’s a thief in the night, Got me thinkin’ ‘bout jumpin’, but I’m ready to fight. Anger in my veins, it’s about to erupt, Holdin’ on tight, but my world’s corrupt. (Chorus) Bitches talk shit, but I'm still ballin', Man, I need my homie, he’s the one I’m callin’. In New Mexico, but I’m stuck in this hell, Life’s a prison, can’t escape this cell. (Bridge) Missin’ my best friend, he’s a thousand miles away, Wish he could hear me, wish he could stay. Playin’ these games, but ain’t no more fun, Life’s a battle, and I’m always on the run. (Verse 3) F**k this pain, f**k this world, I’m over it, I’m tired of the hate, tired of the counterfeit. I’m a warrior, but I’m feelin’ so weak, Tryna find my voice, but I can’t even speak. Too much pressure, it’s a weight on my chest, Lookin’ for peace in this never-ending mess. But I’m still here, I’m still tryin’ to rise, You’ll see me one day, I’ll open my eyes. (Outro) So I’m scream’in this out, for the ones feelin’ lost, Countin’ all my battles, I’m the one payin’ costs. Texas girl, yeah, but I got dreams to flex, Can’t let the darkness win, gotta take my next steps. i had my child (my friend a**d