Trust me, You are an amazing person. Realizing this means you are self conscious. Even though I am Christian, I get you with the whole god part. Sometimes it feels like he isn't there for us. Keep trying and don't give up. Trust me, People love you. Even if no one does, I'm always here for you remember that. Meme chat me if you are sad or just wanna chat. I may not be on but I check it regularly.