fun!! :3

Mmmmm yess yesss i see (i don't)

I got you. BPD (borderline personality disorder) is a mental condition. My main takeaways from the effects of BPD, are that they feel empty inside, however it isn't in a psychopathic way, their identities are very unstable, and they tend to lose their sense of self or their purpose in life. Another really big of it is splitting. People with BPD see things in a "black and white" way. As in, they either percieve something as all good or all bad. For example, if a close person in their life, like a friend, or partner does something harmful or "triggering" the way they percieve that person will change immediately, and it may cause conflict between them and their close friends, which makes maintaining relationships dificult. They also experience intense emotional instability, meaning they feel emotions very intensely. They can experience very low, depressive episodes, where they feel worthless, or like I said before, empty or dead inside. But they can also experience super euphoric episodes where they experience higher levels of energy and overall happiness. They experience these intense mood swings where they can go from feeling euphoric, to depressed, to overly hostile and irritable, or overly anxious within a single hour. People with BPD also have a fear of abandonment, and reckless impulsitvity which can lead to substance abuse, dangerous sexual activity, and self-mutilation.

you say this like people have an idea what you're talking about

Oh, I'm so sorry, BPD (borderline personality disorder) is a mental condition. My main takeaways from the effects of BPD, are that they feel empty inside, however it isn't in a psychopathic way, their identities are very unstable, and they tend to lose their sense of self or their purpose in life. Another really big of it is splitting. People with BPD see things in a "black and white" way. As in, they either percieve something as all good or all bad. For example, if a close person in their life, like a friend, or partner does something harmful or "triggering" the way they percieve that person will change immediately, and it may cause conflict between them and their close friends, which makes maintaining relationships dificult. They also experience intense emotional instability, meaning they feel emotions very intensely. They can experience very low, depressive episodes, where they feel worthless, or like I said before, empty or dead inside. But they can also experience super euphoric episodes where they experience higher levels of energy and overall happiness. They experience these intense mood swings where they can go from feeling euphoric, to depressed, to overly hostile and irritable, or overly anxious within a single hour. People with BPD also have a fear of abandonment, and reckless impulsitvity which can lead to substance abuse, dangerous sexual activity, and self-mutilation.

Ahh yes

because IDRlabs is totally a valid diagnosis 🤦

For the most part I'm not relying on the test itself. I've been watching videos on it, researching symptoms, and I've followed a few people on social media who are diagnosed that explain there own experiences with BPD and comparing them to my own to get more information on it to get some idea on what's going on with me because I might not be able to get a diagnosed for a very long time. The IDRlabs test just told me that it exists and gave me an oppurtunity to finally figure it out since getting tested isn't currently an option.