I also felt like shit around her
you really think that what you're saying is correct, when it's not.
You really think you did something there, didn't you?
You're the one behaving like my parents right now, making me feel like shit, flipping things onto yourself, and you also blame people who were simply trying to get by in life.
Tweak criticized me for every little damn thing I did I was simply trying to help
tweak already mentally damaged me enough and now you're beating a dead horse.
Tweak was barely helping EVER, so good luck making that shit up.
Most of the time she just went "you're wrong! Hope this helps!" In the most snarky way ever, and that was not helping at all.
You think she was helping, she wasn't.
What you're doing is like seeing someone kill someone on the road and then praising the killer as a god. You are anything but a good person, and your hopes and dreams never contained anything like helping people smile.
In fact, I am anything but self centered, I have drawn a prototype design for a cancer killing nanobot already that I plan to make by 2040, I want to donate money to 3rd world countries, and I genuinely know I am nothing but an evolved ape on a blue marble.