kaomoji

i hope you are too pooks! <3

Yay thanks :)

np!!! :D

Crashout

is alr vro

I hope you havin a great day at least cuz my days rarely great

It’s going well. The hospital visit was nice and my medicine is ok. The side effects aren’t that bad besides aggression which will probably stop if the doses are lowered

Aight
Hope you doing well tho even tho you do get angry sometimes 👍

Hmm I think I will throw them away and try to stabilize my emotions myself. I don’t need this stuffing is stupid and annoying

I also don't take my meds cuz they make me have chest pain as a result of my body trying to digest it

The medications don’t make any of the people go away, the voices get angry and I try to rip off my skin or run away. I think it isn’t as bad as a few years ago though since I haven’t relapsed into self harm anymore since that. My body digests it fine but the old meds made the symptoms worse and I’d also get numb to the cuts ngl so I’d even take more than usual

Are you aight?

Yes, this also happened when i was venting to a close friend of mine. It led to lots of issues so I threw all of my medicine bottles away and went to the hospital again, after that I got yet another med adjustment ahaha it was kinda funny since I was able to lit so well. I barely even know myself anymore form manipulating most of them, they just think I’m a girl with autism but I also have scozpphrenia, bpd and probably some other thing.

At the moment it’s over taken me yet it feels like I’m completely fine,I need to change something. Maybe I’ll stop taking them and pray to God. I think he will answer. Sometimes I hear him and sometimes I hear myself