I wish, that we could go back, just one or two years. I wish that things in the stream didn't have to change. I miss the times when it was just fun and chaos, it felt like a family, but now it feels almost, distant for me, And that's my fault. I shouldn't have left, I shouldn't have left you guys. I wish that I could go back to when I first came on, yes there was drama, but It was a home here. So many people have been lost, never been able to log back on, or left the platform entirely. Remember when Geevee first joined, or Mewvee's paper drawings, or Sylc's power trip, When Uni first joined, or when the comic series started. I miss that time, I miss being as carefree and joyful, but the world has gone to absolute shit. Online, and in the outside world. This truly is what makes you realize, we don't have forever, And change is inevitable, not matter how much we hate it. No matter how many stories people try to sell, one person can't change the world, a small group of people will struggle, and the majority wins. This world is a terrible place. Many people realize this, and they take their own lives. And there are those who die to young, the ones that didn't ever deserve this. I hate that I have to lose people. I hate that we can't just stay happy. I hate this broken life we live in. I hate that good people have to live and die in this place. I hate this world.
And I'm not sure I want to be in it anymore.