/// 3 WEEKS LATER ///
Not much has happened since I first found this bunker. It was nice finally resting for once. I had thought most of the safe spaces in the world had either been abandoned or overrun. This was a pleasant surprise. I must say, looking in the mirror, I probably look the healthiest in around 2 years. I forgot how I look. I always had like, an idea. Blonde, light skin, green eyes. But I forgot like, exactly. Like, now that I can see myself in a mirror, I know like intimately how I look. And that’s only the tip of the iceberg with this place. There’s like a whole bunch of other stuff that i’m just happy to even have. A massive supply of food. That’s good. And there’s like, this closet, and when I opened it, there was this cool rifle that looked all high-tech, like out of a movie. The thing didn’t even look real, more like a toy, but I tried firing it at the wall and almost made it shatter the place. Sick as hell. Reminds me of my favorite movies before the apocalypse. Looking back at myself 2 years ago, I would give anything to be her. That random 19 year old nerd. Never had to see what I have. I’d give anything to just be her.
I think this was all needed. For my mental health. Not to say it was that urgent. I could probably take a few more weeks outside. But this is so much better.
Oh, and I forgot. The elephant that fled the room when I arrived. I still don’t know what that thing was. Gray skin, 4 blue eyes. Clearly not human. I still remember its gaze. It made a lasting effect on me, I see that thing in my nightmares. Clearly I shouldn’t have chased it. If I hadn’t, i’d just think some paranoid was living here. But the truth is I have, and then my mind ran at 200 miles a minute wondering what the hell happened. Which leads me to…