Larson

i say apologize first before asking to be forgiven

and no "sorry but he was in the wrong because..." just worry abt urself and say sorry on ur part

I already did and then everyone keeps harassing me over it

i did not hear a regular "im sorry", i only see "sorry but.."

there are no excuses for threatening to dox someone.

I'm trying to say I'm sorry, ok?

I'm already done with everything the way it is

then just straight up say it

u got this!

I don't like saying "I'm sorry" because it just triggers something in me that reminds me of something traumatic that happened to me once

Every time I'm in an argument with my mom and she begins raising her voice and clenching her hands into fists, I say "I'M SORRY" like 10 times per second and then she yells at me "IF YOU'RE SORRY WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING IT??"

it just brings me back to my mom's angry voice, knowing that the very person who gave birth to me regrets creating me

okay i completely understand that and I know exactly how you feel, but at least express your remorse instead of just saying "ok can u guys forgive me"

you have free will, you know, so you have at least somewhat control over what ur spouting and whether u can prevent it or not, which you did not

ur the one who's making like 10 posts abt it now.
i made ONE post.

You also made this comment

And you made me have to address the allegations because YOU WERE GETTING ME HARASSED