Hey buddy, when you feel grief constantly since age 6 you start hating EVERYTHING including god and the entire world, You do not understand the sheer amount of grief and anger ive felt because im cursed for no damn reason
Heres the summary of why im so damn hateful, Nothing in this world has done me good, Everyone in my family is dropping like flies, I hate the world and i f**king hate god for making me go through this f**king bullshit, My only way to express my sadness without being a suicidal depressed little shit is through hate