first few seconds of weapon of choice lore

Occasionally

Like it's mainly emotionless with like a slowly creeping small amount of dread and a tiny bit of disappointment

Definetly, being a space nerd, that’s my existence

I'm a nerd with all science branches

Space is one of the few that causes psychological damage lol

if you mean like when i just completely give out mentally feeling utterly devoid of any will to go on in life or even move or breath for hours at a time and the only thoughts going through my mind are of how worthless and pathetic and useless i am

then yeah iggg i know what you mean yeah

Like it's mainly emotionless with like a slowly creeping small amount of dread and a tiny bit of disappointment

And a small bit of that but like only 2 molecules

yeah that too

uhhh i think so

Like when I randomly have a huge wave of suicidal thoughts? yeah

I have that emotion sometimes but RN it's diffy

Kinda like when you just sit down and just stare at the wall thinking about life?

Yeah

Like a 'ugh'?

Like it's like if being hungover was an emotion

Like an existential crisis but it's about wether you're okay or not

Yeah i get that

Its a weird feeling but it usually solves itself after showering

It's the emotion I feel while in the shower after getting told I'm a failure by my usually (not exactly usually but still) supportive parents

REAL
And then they act like they said nothing wrong, and that ur just overly sensitive

Like when my mom is nice I always remember how she always yells at me any time I make a small mistake and then says "you gotta learn from your mistakes"

Like bitch how am I gonna learn from my mistakes if I get a new traumatic core memory every time I make one

Like do you want me to learn or cry

Real